This is it.

I needed to let go so I can move on. I’ve been holding on to you for way too long. It gets tiring trying to teach someone the same old song.

This is it.

There’s nothing left to try. I’m tired of giving out my love just to watch it die. It’s time to dead all of this. Put it to rest. Giving out second chances and waiting for things to change. Repainting colors that were shown to be true. Guess you can say I’m disappointed because I never thought it’d be you.

I can no longer even be hurt it feels so numb but this is a feeling Ik I can overcome.

This is it. I tried my best, but my love was never good enough, so I put it to bed.

If you’re going to continue “love me” do it from afar because deep down I will never forget who you showed me you really are. 

Learning & Unlearning. ✨

 Sometimes I have to remind myself to just breathe

Take a step back & look at all that I’ve already survived & achieved. 

Sometimes I get so caught up in all that needs growth that I forget to acknowledge all I’ve done to get out of that black hole. 

Getting back on my feet all alone but I’m glad I can say Im healing & learning to rebuild as my own safe home.